I had two conversations this weekend which really opened my eyes to a couple of things that I had been mulling over in the back of my mind for quite some time.
When I made the move to being a traddy, I thought (and still do) that I can make a difference by my example. I thought that by showing people that being traddy is being Catholic, they would come to understand that the Church is traditional. I still believe that.
What I didn't realize was that by making the move to being traddy, that I would never again be mainstream within the Church. I didn't realize that I was going to have to suffer. I knew that suffering was part of being Catholic. I knew that suffering was part of being Christian. But I didn't realize the amount of suffering that I would have to endure at the hands of other Catholics.
Traditionalism is clear in it's practice. To adhere to the traditions and the Traditions of the Church, as they have developed, AUTHENTICALLY from the beginning until today. As has been seen from Pope Benedict, discerning that authenticity is of utmost importance. Not only should this be understood from a liturgical point of view, but also from a theological and a philosophical point of view. This will necessarily put traditionalists at odds with the liberals, because traditionalists DO NOT seek to reinvent anything, traddy's look to authentically exercise the faith as it has been handed down from the Apostles to the Magisterium today.
So, when someone decides that he is going to simply assist at the TLM, he is immediately stigmatized because he is apparently not in keeping with the "mind of the Church." Well, what does that really mean? Pope Benedict has been clear that the TLM and the Novus Ordo are to be equal. Two expressions of the same rite. Yet for me, and for thousands of others just like me, we must live on the outskirts and we must practice our faith as best we can doing with as little as possible. Some will say that this "spiritual poverty" is a good thing. I disagree. Spiritual poverty is a good thing when the Catholic can embrace it, not when it is forced upon him. Why should the traditional Catholic be relegated to the basement? Why should the traditional Catholic be denied the asperges, or incense or candles for procession? Why must we simply endure? The answers to these questions are simply this, the current leadership of the Church is paying lip service to the wishes of Pope Benedict, but not authentically promoting what he asks. And that is why we must suffer the liberals.
It is clear that the liberals work on a retroactive scale. When Ecclesia Dei came out and the indult was supposed to be garnered as generous, they limited it, according to Tres Abhinc Annos. When Summorum Pontificum came out, they are now attempting to limit it to what Ecclesia Dei asked. So, this is how the suffering begins, we must look at everything as being retroactive, or we can wait for the leadership to change. The Church is clear, it is her leaders who are not.
I will end this blog post with a series of questions. Why is it so hard for the leadership of the Church to follow the mind of the Church? Is it because they don't want to admit that their view is wrong? Is it because they don't want to admit that the Sacred Tradition of the Church is always going to shine through?
Can someone explain to me how doing something intrinsically evil provides that same person Grace? I am a loss. Forgiveness and mercy and love…for what? She clearly thinks that what she did was not wrong, so why forgiveness and mercy and love? We are called to be a merciful and forgiving Church. Ok, so lemme stick my neck out…Sr. Margaret, if YOU go to CONFESSION (to the proper authority) and ask for mercy and forgiveness, it will most likely be granted to you. YOUR excommunication will most likely be lifted if YOU recant your position on this abortion, because YOU excommunicated YOURSELF. The Church is merciful, and forgiving and full of love, but YOU, Sr. Margaret must ask for it; not deride the Church for doing something that it is more than willing to do. This is YOUR chapter of faults, all YOU have to do is to ask for absolution and YOU will find those things YOU are looking for. It is there, but YOU have to believe in the Church, believe that the Church will be all of those things to YOU, but YOU don’t believe that, because YOU don’t see the hierarchy as the Church, you only see the faithful as the Church….THAT, Sr. Margaret, IS THE VERY DEFINITION OF PROTESTANTISM. The Church will wait for you, but YOU have to be willing to accept YOUR culpability in the terrible action which YOU supported and participated in (btw, that participation on her part was more than participatio activa, that was participatio actuosa).